Aeshx

The old me is gone The new me is here She is not Shea or Brittni Her name is Lone Lone will not look at people or want to be their friend she looks off in wonder but never asks she hates asking for help she wants to see the light but shes too scared to instead of light she likes that warm crimson on her flesh She dont want people around her shes afraid of hurt and of hurting those herself she hates to talk she used to wear a mask but not anymore

I hurt you my friend, I hate to say I've said im sorry about a hundred or two but i just cant make it up to you my mind is gone and i feel ashamed Its my fault my sin my crime now its my time Now its time for rain im sorry my friend My sister im the worst in the world you have every right to hate

If I had a sin Her name would be Lonesome she always wants to be alone she wont talk with people hang out with people see people or hear people when she finds a friend she doesnt know how to react she slips and says something wrong all she wants is to sing a sad song she wants be be loved but doesnt know how she blames herself and starts old habits she hids in the dark and in light she covers her anger by pain and sadness by crimson she puts on a smile that mask that laugh but really she doesnt know how to ask she hates herself wants to move on feels no one will miss her if she is truly gone

  Chapter 1 The night was still. The streets of Cenral were quiet no one around. The only sound was the sound of her own footsteps on the stone streets. The only light she had was from the moon and the lamp posts. Her long blond hair covered her eyes on her light skin, her blue military coat hung at her feet. Dark clouds covered the moon and a breeze swept in. The smell of mostiure filled the air, rain. She stopped at a ten foot rusty iron gate. Behind the gate was curved shadows. She studied the gate. The gate was locked and the iron made it impossible to climb the brick wall was lower but covered in barb wire.  She took a few steps back t